I’ve been through an enormous amount of pain and struggle. Mostly emotional. My physical strength was never challenged much, but emotionally, I have been to the max more times than I can say. Right now is no exception.
I am currently pushing through the challenge of stagnation in my career.
I’ve been content to just be a parent to my 7 children for the past 2 years, but I need more. The future is depending on my ability to maintain income and build a legacy. I am finding it very difficult to remain on-task when it comes to my profession. I thought it would be easier when school started. Now, there are about 2 months until school is out, and I’ve made very little progress, if any, in my profession. I have not acted on the advice given to me, and I have been withdrawing in my studies.
Like my lazy cat, I’m sleeping on my talents!
Let me be clear; I am not lazy, but any means, just clearly unmotivated.
I like to know exactly what I am doing before expecting others to trust me.
I guess I’m more unsure than unmotivated.
The challenge is actually not in the diagnosis of the situation, it’s in the reasoning. Getting over the temptation to create excuses is the tough part. Just like science; you can reason the guilt out of absolutely anything! Using what evidence you have to validate yourself is the most common science there is. There is nothing lazy about the reasoning, in fact, it takes more energy than one would think. That energy could be put to productive use with a bit more imagination.
This is my belief, anyway.
Putting my anxiety aside to face my fears and thrive seems a small price but, I am unable to pay it.