I have learned so much these past few years!
I am most definitely not going to be so trusting…. Absolutely in love with my boundaries and not so easily giving that love away! I need communication to be free-flowing and mutual. And, when I know I see something that is there, I should trust that I can see it.
The excuses, stories, and “reasons” that make up someone’s actions that have always worked for them should never let another person feel less than or never enough. The cycle must be stopped, no matter how tough….. getting off of that spinning playground device is never easy and you always end up feeling sick til you get over it!
My favorite part was waiting for the promises.
I’m not stupid by any means, but the gold at the end of the rainbow was really enticing…. Especially when I was cut off from everything that I could use to get that gold myself! None of what was promised was I good enough for. I never got it. So, now I have to work to heal as well as gain my success back!
I will never feel sorry for myself. Getting back on the horse that threw me probably won’t happen, but I can pick myself back up.
The lessons learned in life are never easy so they can be remembered. They embed themselves into your being and bind to your personality where they get real comfortable all up in your behavior.
These lessons say, “focus, friend. There’s a lot left to learn”!
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